I dunno. I guess I just need my space. never thought I'd say that. So I'm not gonna answer my phone off, but I'm leaving your shirt and necklace on. love you, have a great night. let's keep it at 75% whichever way, but I don't want to talk about it right now.

uggg. I have no idea, weird mood. get shit done


---10 mins after talking to amy---
never mind never mind never mind call me. I'm just gonna be a super girl on you tonight. she said I was allowed to be. So just support me a lot tonight :( thanks buddy. I minght not say a lot, but give me time.

---3 mins after writing this----

don't call me. I know what it is. Its because there have been pauses in our conversation/ I don't want to talk to you if I don't have anything to say. Because I don;t want it to sound like we;re growing apart.
I also want to prove to myself I'm independent.Don't call me. Let me call you first, even tommorow or the next day or the next. or you can text me, but don't expect me to write back. I need to clear my head. I don't know where it went all of a sudden. what the hell. I don't know. I know you're here for me, but let's not tlak tonight. I know that kinda hurts you, but just let me be. I know you won't mind becuase we're beyond that honey mood phase, you understand me on a different level.

so i know that didn't make sense, but tonight, give me my space.

space space space to get shit done. yea, that's what I need. I guess?